Wait it out a bit, love. I know it’s uncomfortable, 'specially to spend without earning, but try not to let that pressure consume you. Plus, you are right, it’s as much a mental weight as it is a systemic one. The best way to beat it is to face your worst fear (by waiting it out) and realise, kumbe, it was not gonna kill me.
Nice of you that you haven't reached your boredom stage.
Rn, I feel like my break is over and I need to get my ass working again. Is my mind imprisoned or is it the capitalism pressure?
Wait it out a bit, love. I know it’s uncomfortable, 'specially to spend without earning, but try not to let that pressure consume you. Plus, you are right, it’s as much a mental weight as it is a systemic one. The best way to beat it is to face your worst fear (by waiting it out) and realise, kumbe, it was not gonna kill me.